The doors to consistency were hidden behind an unrealistic pre-conception of mine that if I only watch it long enough through experience I will get the ability to enter and exit right on the money. Once I realized that this is not possible (or perhaps it is but only if I will keep losing for 10 years or so
I resigned myself to the wisdom of Douglas, Livermore etc. and the doors to consistency got opened. Getting tired is an effective educational device in the markets.